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[sesana]

I can't believe we did it. We just killed our two main characters. It was one thing to plan it, but actually doing it? I think I only made it through because I knew that we had another version where they both came out fine, but it was so hard anyways. I am NEVER doing anything like this again. It was just too much angst. Yes, I do have limits on the angst, and this is one of them. What did we do? Well, first off, we always pair Enjy and R together. Always. As far as we're concerned, they belong together. At any rate, Enjy's father caught the two of them together and shot R. There are few things more heart breaking than a man holding his dying lover in his arms. One of them is to watch that man pine away to nothing for want of his dead lover. We are so never doing that again. They will never die again, I couldn't handle it.

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*sobs*

[teska]

I can't believe we did it either... I must have cried over this a good half hour last night. I nearly started crying again today, while going over the logs. I'd honestly forgotten about the good version we were doing, at the time. Maybe that's why it hit me so hard? I couldn't do this again... I don't know how I managed to do it this time. It was hard enough watching Enjy slowly weaken, but when it came time for him to die... I'm just glad I'll never have to do that again. Swear that we'll never even consider that again!

Re: *sobs*

[sesana]

Don't worry! I swear upon all that is slashy that we will never do that again! It was just way too much...